Hi..
You must be wondering why I'm not in bed huh?
I usually don't stay up that late.
That's because I'm trying to do my ARC essay.
It is so annoying.
I can't find sufficient information & I forgot to go to the arts library last Sun when I was super near to it.
Now I can't get a single shit about Kuo Pao Kun.
I think what I found is crap & I don't think I'll do well.
I don't know why but lately I've been doubting myself.
I saw Mr Teo this morning.
I asked him "Eh, cher, how's our paper? is it bad? Any failures?"
Then he was like "Yeah of course got failures la. But got inprovement. Not so bad."
I really wasn't convinced by the sound of that.
I really thought I finally conquored math.
I mean the results is on Wednessday but gee, I don't know.
Im having mixed feelings right now.
I got the part Napoleon.
Theatre.
It was something I was dying for.
Napoleon was the lead role.
I got it.
But my hapiness lasted me for awhile.
I really don't feel like saying it out but I did really UNEXCEPTIONALLY badly for my IHSS test. Ms Wang was telling my other friend who got worse marks than me that she would complain to his parents.
I think that will happen to me.
I don't know luhhhh!!!!
IM SO CONFUSED.
IM FEELING MESSED UP.
I JUST CRIED OUT JUST NOW.
I AM WHERE I WANT TO BE.
THIS IS WHAT I WANNA DO.
But..
It all seems so..
NOT RIGHT.
I don't want & NEVER want to doubt my decision on coming to SOTA.
It isn't good of me.
But so many problems just hit me all at one shot ever since I stepped into this school.
But I love it here.
Nice people & everything.
OH GOD.
Tomorrow gonna get THEATRE results.
I don't even wanna predict.
So now that we got our roles, the next challenge is OUR LINES.
Especially mine.
I'm the one with the MOST lines..
Maybe not actually.
Snowball & Squealer have quite alot to say as well.
That's Darsh & Sars.
We are gonna perfrom for many nights next term for SOTA'S arts festival.
We have very little time, but so much drama.
Even SIG time is taken up for rehearsals.
DANCE haven't started yet.
Apparently from Yuki.
Mr G expects us to memorize all our lines during JUNE holidays.
POOF POOF POOF.
I just wanna relax & take a breather at this moment.
So im gonna stop typing.
Sorry for the drama earlier on.
I really am unsure about certain things...
bye...