I'm just feeling terrible right now.
I keep reproaching myself for what happened.
I just, I don't know.
I just felt I hadn't done enough as a student.
I;m just so horrible.
It's going to start soon.
At 4.15pm I'll cry my eyeys out.
I really ca't wait to see him.
But, I just don;t want that moment to come so soon either!
Now, we'll neevr see him again after that!
WHY?
MAY I ASK YOU GOD, WHY!
THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
THIS IS SO INSANE.
I'm sorry to do this to you guys but...
here.
The wonderful smile that would be tatooed onto our hearts forever.I'LL NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE,
FORGET
YOU,
MR GARY GILCHRIST.
