Goals & Aspirations.
Hey there people. I was just watching 'Project runway'(incase you don't what that is, it's a fashion designing competition). It suddenly occurred to me that I enjoy fashion designing. I love fashion, I'm a clothes fanatic. So, I was just sitting down penning my thoughts onto my personal diary and then I started thinking alot.
I started to wonder whether fashion designing is my calling. I just feel scared to take up the challenge. I'm afraid that I's wasting my time here in SOTA doing something I might not be considering it as an ambition when I grow up. But then again, SOTA is a place for experiences and discoveries. Maybe I haven't done theatre before. As in, like hard-core theatre work so it could be an experience for me. But I need not take it up as a career. Like I look at other people, Like Darsh, she wants to do law. But it's different. She has done theatre longer than I have. She has been training at 'Act three'(a drama school). I don't know, these desicions confuse me. I tell Yuki not to think too far ahead but i'm doing it now. I guess it's normal for people to sit down & think onc ein awhile about their life, their achievements and how to improve. I'm not sure how many do this but I'm a sentimental person and I do that alot. Which I think it's a good habbit. I do that I improve myself for the sake of the world.
Anyway, whatever it is I may do in future I know that it is the right choice for me and that God had carefully thought about it before he put that in my life plan. I know that whatever decisions He makes for me, It's the best for me.
Bye.
Let go & let God.
